Form of Longing

huff
what you called that?
Long Distance Relationship a.k.a LDR
i just you to know
its really tired
don't do that unless you have to

ok..
i just have a boyfriend
its not even 2 months
but we've had a LDR for more than months (what the??)
once, my friend have said that LDR means your boyfriend is you phone.. hhrrgghh maybe that's true

he is first for me
i can't say i don't love him or i don't know that definition of love ok lets call that love
i do love him
and i'm sure he does
i know he is real
but sometimes i don't feel so
i just feel an endless longing and an empty feeling
i don't know what exact definition of what i feel
and it makes me tired

i can't lose him
i know i should hold onto him
i just realize what people say that LDR is hard to do
so many test come to you
to broke your promises
to hesitant your heart
to fade your faith

just make sure you do really love him and so he does
and don't forget
always pray for him and try to be better person
it said best form of longing
may our love be everlasting :)

me and him :)